Today I fucked up my knee even more. I had been walking around my apartment all day without my walker. Well my knee felt like it was about go out from under me but I maintained my balance like any other time it feels that way. Well today was definitely different. I caught my balance and as I proceeded to continue walking from the kitchen back to my room a pain from knee to my toes started up. I couldn't walk any further but I had no choice since my walker was in my room. I think I made my knee collapse more that I might have cracked my shin bone a bit but I won't know until next Tuesday when I see my orthopedic surgeon. All I know is the pain is excrutiating. This is what get for not obeying the physical therapist and continuing to use my walker. But the damn thing slows me down a lot. Fuck fuck fuckity fuck!!!